I like that too, make you feeling more crazy is my success, isn't it?
You have to try to earn money from now on... Hope that the day will come soon.
To a quiet place? If I do, I think I will be worse. I don't know, but I think... why don't you stay there, doing something that makes you better, like listening to music, chatting with someone, writing some letter to a friend...
I used to do it when I feel bad.
Hope you will be better!