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Offline Forever Young

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« on: December 12, 2007, 08:19 PM »
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Whenever I open my eyes in the morning, I always think of one thing, only one thing that make me feel, you...
I don't want to fool myself, I don't want to empty my soul... So I think of you... I am a crazy girl, when I always think about things that never come true. However things go, It's only one way for me to go... It's not the way to you, not the way to your arm. I know...

I know that everything in me is vain... I know that I just think of good things, that this world is like a dream. A dream that never comes true. I always fly in the sky, and then fall down. It's been hurt... I know. But I still want to fly...

Uhm... So miscellaneous...

Listening to the music, and I cry...

Read the lyrics, and feel so terrible, empty, hopeless... And still hear...

It's the way of a cosmic sailor, in a boat in the night
But the wolves are not seating him he is alright
Just the day just the day away I can feel it sometimes
But the wolves are not scaring me I long for twilight

Then with the morning comes
The sun that finds them all so divides the night and they die
And with the morning sun
A lonely teardrop falls down from my eye and I die

But where did all the cosmic sailors come from
Far away from across the sea
And where have all the cosmic sailors now gone
And the night that showed them all to me

On the waves of this silver ocean for a while there he smiles
As he sails with the other ones the wind dies
So a cry so a cry is calling all the wolves among the night
As I sail with the other ories I find them alright

Then with the morning comes
The sun that finds them all so divides the night and they die
And with the morning sun
A lonely teardrop falls down from my eye and I die


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« Reply #1 on: December 17, 2007, 01:15 AM »
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It's a busy day.

 For long time not stay in HN at weekend. I have thought about lazy days lie on bed, sleeping and do other things at home. But no way, I could not do all things I have planned. So terrible...

I know... But I don't know what I've done. Just feel fault...

So sorry...

Uhm... I cried this afternoon, after seeing the film "La Bamba" telling about a new star of rock'n'roll in the sixties or seventies, Ritchie Valens. When the brothers can not see each other after a quarrel, they were aparted  because of death.

Not a romantic film, not make sense if you don't see at the point, if you don't think of the context... Just simple, as many things in life, just come, just go... My friends asked me why I looked so diffrent. It's so difficult to hide the tears though I've tried. So crazy...

Just a day of tears. I don't know why. So long time. Since I was a shoolgirl, I have so much tears to cry in any occasion, And I hate that. My classmate always called me Crocodile... It's different when I grow up. The tears seemed disappeared... But...

Recently, I don't know why it comes back to me, as a close friend having parted long time ago, and becomes closer when they back...

Terrible! I don't wanna accept this, but... I feel...

Just think about some song...

Sorry seems to be the hardest word

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word


Not every words like what I'm thinking, but, just think of the song... Just feel sad, just because of me myself.

Think about it, but listening the songs of Blackfield and Lake of Tears. They can make a hole in my soul, they can make me thinks of what I've done.

Miss u, when will I see your face again? Can I leave a room, and find the headstones. Go otherwheres and cry: Where is my love? When will I heal the hole in me? Now or never? I really feel unwell now. Wanna meet Nathalie and the fireflies. I will say to her: Hello, give her my gift of silence, and talk with her, forever... autumn, like a Sorceress (Sorcerer) I will fly, and fly, to the sky... I see last purple sky, and I smile, a forever smile, at the Killer  So terrific!

Just think. I know that I can be a crazy person now...
Những ngày dài đem giấu vào ký ức
Để u buồn thấm đẫm cả con tim
Biết đâu nhớ, những ngày không hẹn trước
Để người dưng đâu nỗi mãi kiếm tìm

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« Reply #2 on: December 26, 2007, 01:32 AM »
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Cold cold day! I feel cold in each stem of my brain... So cold... In your heart, in your soul, and for your physical body. But I filled with laugh, and happiness.

There is something like contrast. Okie, I know that...
Long long time don't have a day like this! Go with best girlfriends, shopping, eating and many talks. Long, long time.
This Christmas Eve I am home. But feel nothing like loneliness, just empty!  Not sad, just empty. Not cry, nothing to cry. Just feel like an orphan, when I was left behind!  

The day will be brighter tomorrow! Love and joy!

Always new...

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« Reply #3 on: December 26, 2007, 10:20 AM »
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I hate winter so much  
If you want you will win
You will win if you want

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